this is for you miss sparta

To her, I am the one who is at fault, the one that cannot give her happiness that she deserve and the one that is not suitable for her

To her, I am the guy who leaves. But i was the guy who stayed

I was the guy who stayed when the things got rough, the calls and texts got lesser and the late night calls no longer exist

I was the guy who stayed even when i was treated badly

I was the guy who stayed even when he knew he had a choice to walk away

But I become the guy who is being dump

I used to be the guy who will take her back if she would only just apologize in every breakup or fights

I used to be the guy who let his guard down easily that she could just comes in, says a few sweet words and has my heart handed over to her. So easy

I used to have my heart on the sleeve all the time, putting in so much time and effort into our relationship even it wasn't reciprocated

I constantly held on to faith and hope, trusting that things will somehow work itself out

But things don't always happen that way

With every heartbreak she put me through, I began to realise what i want, and what i deserve

With every piece of my heart taken and thrown away, i began to build a wall around the pieces left to protect myself

Guard myself with walls so high that no one can get around it. Locked my heart and throw the keys far away

But I hope someday I'll meet someone who'll make me stay, this time. with her.

Last but not least. I'm still waiting for that time to come.

Either you or you or no one else. Silly me

 xoxo

p/s : This is not my words. I just took it from twitter with the owner's permission and I just edited some of the words to make it 99 percents similar to my life.